{"id":233,"date":"2018-11-03T15:01:09","date_gmt":"2018-11-03T15:01:09","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/whatll-i-do.com\/?p=233"},"modified":"2018-11-03T15:01:09","modified_gmt":"2018-11-03T15:01:09","slug":"new-essay-instructions-for-losing-your-mind-now-up-at-cosmonauts-avenue","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/whatll-i-do.com\/?p=233","title":{"rendered":"New Essay, &#8220;Instructions for Losing Your Mind&#8221; now up at Cosmonauts Avenue"},"content":{"rendered":"<blockquote><p>In the heyday of his collection going home for a visit was like living inside a used bookstore curated by someone who loved you, who\u2019d shaped your sensibilities and sense of humor through dinner table puns and drinking-song lullabies, who\u2019d taken you on walks when you were sad or anxious for some forgotten teenage reason.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>I have a new, very personal essay up at the wonderful <a href=\"https:\/\/cosmonautsavenue.com\/anne-rasmussen-nonfiction\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Cosmonauts Avenue<\/a> this week. I\u2019m excited this story has finally found a home but my excitement is also bittersweet. This piece has been through many revisions over the past few years as I tried to capture the anxiety, denial, and helplessness we all felt in the years leading up to my dad\u2019s Alzheimer\u2019s diagnosis.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s also a love story about books as artifacts, as talismans, and the way my dad&#8217;s love of books and reading has informed, and still informs, our relationship.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In the heyday of his collection going home for a visit was like living inside a used bookstore curated by someone who loved you, who\u2019d shaped your sensibilities and sense &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/whatll-i-do.com\/?p=233\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;New Essay, &#8220;Instructions for Losing Your Mind&#8221; now up at Cosmonauts Avenue&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":232,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[39,26,43,41,46,42,45,44,40,8],"class_list":["post-233","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-blog","tag-alzheimers","tag-anne-rasmussen","tag-book-collecting","tag-cnf","tag-cosmonauts-avenue","tag-essay","tag-family","tag-hoarding","tag-memoir","tag-writing"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/whatll-i-do.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/dad-reading.jpg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/whatll-i-do.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/233","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/whatll-i-do.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/whatll-i-do.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/whatll-i-do.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/whatll-i-do.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=233"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/whatll-i-do.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/233\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":235,"href":"https:\/\/whatll-i-do.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/233\/revisions\/235"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/whatll-i-do.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/232"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/whatll-i-do.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=233"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/whatll-i-do.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=233"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/whatll-i-do.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=233"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}